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Post  Rapture on Fri Jul 31, 2015 11:22 pm

Hello everybody.

Now this is a second time I have to write a topic like this and it is always hard to come up with what to say and if I should say it.
As you can probably see, I am now leaving EAF for the second time, the short answer that would satisfy anybody is "I am tired of it." But this however is not true. It is hard to cope with everyone in this clan, especially with latest additions and the only reason I stayed is because of a few people... that's all that it is - a minority.

For every person that I like there is 3-4 that I cannot stand being with. My opinion of EAF has changed way too much since 2011 & 2012. I am not going to name names but the people I am talking about probably know. DM events and so on do not interest me so I don't even have the reason to stay for that... I always felt un(der)appreciated in this clan for what I do, which is also one of the reasons why I am leaving. For what I have done for this group I do not get the respect I think is deserved.

So I'm leaving it all behind, I feel lighter. My being in EAF in my opinion is forced and that is why it has to be let go. To quote "If you don't get along with the Furies, then EAF is not the place for you."
I'm tired of having to hide behind a mask and having to act friendly to people I have no interest in talking with. I believe my uses and talents, along with the weaknesses, are needed elsewhere. As of this moment, I have no reason of staying.

It's time I was king now -- not just one more pawn

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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Nylez on Fri Jul 31, 2015 11:31 pm

Disappointed to see you actually pulling through with this.
As I said ingame: Leaving because you can't get what you want in a clan is only showing your weakness, not your strength.

I hope you will realize that being a leader won't be an easy task if you do not have your emotions under control and can't take criticism well.

You'll find that out the hard way, some day I guess.

Good luck in what you're trying to achieve.

Au revoir.
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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Rapture on Fri Jul 31, 2015 11:33 pm

I coped with it for 3 years, just don't have the strength anymore. I rarely take advice though, keep that in mind.
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Post  L33T3R on Fri Jul 31, 2015 11:34 pm

really?? love ya rapture Sad sad to see you go really. i haven't talked to you in some time but it wont be the same anymore i guess


good luck my paki

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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Rapture on Fri Jul 31, 2015 11:35 pm

L33T3R wrote:really?? love ya rapture Sad sad to see you go really. i haven't talked to you in some time but it wont be the same anymore i guess
good luck my paki

Haha, thanks. Same goes to you... I hope you don't want to annihilate me in the future like you did with others.
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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Klaus on Fri Jul 31, 2015 11:50 pm

Rapture wrote:I always felt un(der)appreciated in this clan for what I do, which is also one of the reasons why I am leaving. For what I have done for this group I do not get the respect I think is deserved.
You think too highly of yourself. No single member is bigger than the clan.

With that said, good bye Rapture. It was good fun.
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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Rapture on Fri Jul 31, 2015 11:55 pm

You gotta give credit where credit is due, I never said I was "bigger than the clan".
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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Nylez on Sat Aug 01, 2015 12:21 am

Rapture wrote:
It's time I was king now -- not just one more pawn

This tells me you do think that you were above certain other members in the clan.
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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Rapture on Sat Aug 01, 2015 12:23 am

Its just a quote that I thought that would see fit. Just to imply I'm leaving as a soldier to become a leader.
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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Klaus on Sat Aug 01, 2015 1:53 am

Calling Furies pawns is an understatement. We're more like an army of queens.

Nonetheless, credit was given. I suppose not to the level you expected. I still think you overrate yourself and what exactly you did for the clan, but so be it.
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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  Rapture on Sat Aug 01, 2015 1:57 am

Alright, no need to drag this any further about views about my position. I think the important thing is that the position is gone.
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Re: Leaving 2.0

Post  KiiNgZoNe on Mon Aug 03, 2015 2:59 am

My respect for you is, was, and will always be the same: from the time I came to VCMP and applied as a Furie. Good bye. Will miss the fun times.

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